Finally, I’m starting to feel some peace. My mind is starting to rest, and my heart is starting to slowly be put back together. Prayers are the most amazing thing ever. I can finally feel all the prayers that I’ve been getting for the longest time, and I can finally feel all the support that I’ve been getting from all my friends. It’s an awesome feeling. I’m finally happy, but in the back of my mind he’s still there. He’ll always be there. I’m starting to love my life again, and I’m starting to be the optimistic, bubbly Amber that I used to be. I’d still do anything to be with him, and I still love him more than anything… but maybe this time apart is what we both need. I just thought he needed it, but it’s seeming that I do too. It’s given me a lot of time to think, pray, and get my life back on track.

But, for right now, this is obviously what we both need or else God wouldn’t be doing this. I’ve been trusting in God so much, and it’s absolutely awesome. I’m tired of looking to myself or everyone else on what I should do. It’s not their life. It’s not even my life…

I just know that I'll always have that hope in the back of my mind that he'll be mine again... Nothing can change that.

only people that could hurt you
are the ones you love, cause if it
wasn't love you wouldn't care.

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isn’t gonna workout
between us. but I’m armed with one `'
reason why it will